Tuesday, September 19, 2006
The results are in
Remember my post where I was talking about the pains I had where my ovaries are? Well, I had an ultrasound to see if there were any cysts. I had that ultrasound on Thursday. This morning I got a call from my doctor saying she got the results in. Apparantely my ovaries are happy and healthy. They did find a couple of little cysts but she said they were just part of my cycle. So basically everything is fine and dandy. This may sound weird, but I almost wanted there to be something wrong. Otherwise why we I be having such horrible pain? Why does it feel like I need someone to knock me unconcious whenever one of those pains strike? Can those little cysts be causing it? Even if they are nothing to worry about? What's going on? I want to know. Is it stress? Is there something else wrong with me? Are the doctors mistaken? What? I am still having these pains. And they can't find anything wrong with me. And it's like I said these aren't little pains that go away with tylenol. These pains are excrutiating. I also get terrible nausea with them. What is going on? What is my body trying to tell me? What is it saying? Sorry I'm being such a bummer. I just feel really confused. I guess I could consider it a good thing that they didn't find anything. I guess that's a good sign. But seriously, what are these pains from? Any encouragement would be so helpful.